الأربعاء، 7 يونيو، 2017

Inside the cave outside the world



She is the stupid girl i see in this world,
She is happy and waiting for something she know 
that is not coming .

smile and pain 
pain and smile
smile and tears 
then smile again

Crazy mad stupid girl in this word
She is flying in other world she created  for herself
on the other hand, She is felling in the hell
She is blind....!! when She will wake up....!! OMG


Someone wake up her plz

Ouch ..
someone do


and now She is .............


 no words will describe her feeling
rooming their and their
She is not in her planet anymore
She is in a cave 
under the shadow...




hide

الاثنين، 29 مايو، 2017

Am Fine



 Resultado de imagem para girl sad

Am fine , or maybe am acting as a fine  person
Am not fine  ,,that's the truth
Am just pretended that am fine am ok 
but deeply am crushed 
heart is paining 
chest is paining
soul is tired
missing , thinking and stay all the time on mars
creating pictures and events 
 In easy words: lie to my self by drawing and painting beautiful pictures
for people not know which land am  sitting 

Allah make hearts chilling
Allah make eyes tearing
Allah create the life in the earth and all planets
Allah create me
and my pain
so that,  I  keep it inside me and burn my self
fighting and suffering with my veins
I need to ignore How matter the ignoring is  difficult

Am fine 
Al hamdullilah For All Things Allah send it to my life
Even some are painful
Yaa Alla Make Me Stronger.

قدرٌ مؤلم






عندما يتعب القلب ، يصيب باقي الأعضاء بالانهاك ، 
يثقل الروح ويألم الصدر، لا تدري ما الذي يتعبك أو ما الحل لإيقافه،
من غير ميعاد يأتي الألم، يخطفك الشوق لأزقّةٍ جديدة حلاوتها تُقرًر بالمحدودية ، 
فتضحك برهة و تبكي ساعة.
نظرة تكفي لتبتسم ، و غيابٌ يسبب حطاما ً.


يكفيك من الدنيا أن هذي الأقدار مقدٌرة من رب العباد لذلك فقط - أبكي بصمت محترق.

Resultado de imagem para girl sad

الأربعاء، 24 مايو، 2017

Waiting





I don't imagine  that one day i will be waiting for some words
but now i miss it so much,  unfortunately I can't hear it
what's the reason ??
 lack of of talking
It's sometimes a habit for people.
or mentally sick

And I prefer the first reason


Just Waiting .......

صورة ذات صلة

الاثنين، 22 مايو، 2017

Gift



Am still here , stuck in a world that it is without world
searching for myself, still I don't found it.
 Day by day i become  more isolated, I don't found
with people what 
make me feel me, but  in the end 
the soul need to be feeding , its hungry ...

I have good life Masha Alla but am still feeling missing something,
their is something special for me will come one day ,
make me feel i found my self..
but to be honest / i don't trust anybody
No one know you like you  
But I believe that their is always someone that
 if not understand you , at least will push you always ,
and calm you down when you be angry or upset.

Open your heart to the life ,
you will found surround you many types of people,
 the shocked thing
that their is some people like me... stay in shadow ..watch from far..
see  alive things moving and communicate with them but
 deeply from inside prefer to stay in a peace with his soul
 ..and the cup of tea 

So, when i tell him ..I Don't want this or that ,
He/She   will understand why..
that is blessing from Allah for me
its gift 

So that /.....
i miss my gift always


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